hate myself.
i feel so useless.
I don't know anything. I'm not good at anything.
Everyone is achieving their goals while i'm just stuck here doing nothing.
I don't know how to work harder. I really don't. I don't know what to do and what to aim for.
I feel like I don't know anything. I'm so dumb.

Sorry God, I have yet to find out what's the gift you have given me... please help me...
I'm so lost that I don't want to live anymore. Save me Lord...