好想去聽你concert...
但我怕撞到你... 你會唔想見到我......
2010年4月27日 星期二
2010年4月24日 星期六
2010年4月11日 星期日
hate myself.
i feel so useless.
I don't know anything. I'm not good at anything.
Everyone is achieving their goals while i'm just stuck here doing nothing.
I don't know how to work harder. I really don't. I don't know what to do and what to aim for.
I feel like I don't know anything. I'm so dumb.
Sorry God, I have yet to find out what's the gift you have given me... please help me...
I'm so lost that I don't want to live anymore. Save me Lord...
i feel so useless.
I don't know anything. I'm not good at anything.
Everyone is achieving their goals while i'm just stuck here doing nothing.
I don't know how to work harder. I really don't. I don't know what to do and what to aim for.
I feel like I don't know anything. I'm so dumb.
Sorry God, I have yet to find out what's the gift you have given me... please help me...
I'm so lost that I don't want to live anymore. Save me Lord...
2010年1月24日 星期日
2010年1月19日 星期二
2009年7月12日 星期日
2009年6月3日 星期三
梁靜茹 - 知足
作詞：阿信 作曲：阿信
怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹
怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風
天上的星星 笑地上的人 總是不能懂 不能覺得足夠
如果我愛上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 不是為我 會不會放手 其實才是擁有
當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛
那天你和我 那個山丘 那樣的唱著 那一年的歌
那樣的回憶 那麼足夠 足夠我天天 都品嚐著寂寞
當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛
當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛
如果我愛上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 再不是為我 會不會放手 其實才是擁有
知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛
怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹
怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風
天上的星星 笑地上的人 總是不能懂 不能覺得足夠
如果我愛上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 不是為我 會不會放手 其實才是擁有
當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛
那天你和我 那個山丘 那樣的唱著 那一年的歌
那樣的回憶 那麼足夠 足夠我天天 都品嚐著寂寞
當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛
當一陣風吹來 風箏飛上天空
為了你而祈禱 而祝福 而感動
終於你身影 消失在 人海盡頭
才發現 笑著哭 最痛
如果我愛上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂 再不是為我 會不會放手 其實才是擁有
知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快樂 叫我忍受心痛
2009年5月7日 星期四
2009年4月18日 星期六
2009年1月26日 星期一
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really not feeling well lately, physically and emotionally...
my back has been hurting a lot in the past few days, thought it was just muscle pain from my bad back at first... but for two nights, I woke up because of the pain... then i found out that the pain doesn't really come from the back muscle... but something hurts at the back of my body when i tried to press on my tummy... i can't tell what organ it could be... hope it's not something serious. i know i should get a check up if it doesn't go away, but i'm just so exhausted emotionally that i have no interest in doing anything about it at this point...
work hasn't been a very happy place for me. i kept failing in meeting the expectations. work load is high and i seriously suck at what i am doing. colleagues are nice, workplace is good, but i just feel like i dun fit into this place. sitting in front of the computer all day drains all energy out of me. i can't deal with the working culture in hk. It's really too stressful for me. You can tell me how everyone in hk is also so ridiculously busy, how everyone is working 12 ,14 hours a day and i really shouldn't be complainning. But these are MY feelings. They can handle the stress doesn't mean that I can do the same. Why can't I vent it out? Why is it not reasonable for me to be upset? For a few times I thought, if I were to have some kind of serious illness or disease, then i would have an excuse to stay out of all these and just live the most out of the short time that was left. I know this is so silly. I'm trying to keep myself from being so depressed. I can't let myself have depression.... I'm trying... trying very hard to deal with the stress and be happy..... trying very very hard....
my back has been hurting a lot in the past few days, thought it was just muscle pain from my bad back at first... but for two nights, I woke up because of the pain... then i found out that the pain doesn't really come from the back muscle... but something hurts at the back of my body when i tried to press on my tummy... i can't tell what organ it could be... hope it's not something serious. i know i should get a check up if it doesn't go away, but i'm just so exhausted emotionally that i have no interest in doing anything about it at this point...
work hasn't been a very happy place for me. i kept failing in meeting the expectations. work load is high and i seriously suck at what i am doing. colleagues are nice, workplace is good, but i just feel like i dun fit into this place. sitting in front of the computer all day drains all energy out of me. i can't deal with the working culture in hk. It's really too stressful for me. You can tell me how everyone in hk is also so ridiculously busy, how everyone is working 12 ,14 hours a day and i really shouldn't be complainning. But these are MY feelings. They can handle the stress doesn't mean that I can do the same. Why can't I vent it out? Why is it not reasonable for me to be upset? For a few times I thought, if I were to have some kind of serious illness or disease, then i would have an excuse to stay out of all these and just live the most out of the short time that was left. I know this is so silly. I'm trying to keep myself from being so depressed. I can't let myself have depression.... I'm trying... trying very hard to deal with the stress and be happy..... trying very very hard....
2009年1月13日 星期二
2008年11月11日 星期二
2008年10月23日 星期四
五天內第二次被朋友夾約。兩次都是時間到了，我打電話給朋友，他們才說有要事不能來，說很抱歉忘記致電告訴我。 我真的沒生氣『他們有要事不能來』，只是不明白怎樣做到『忘記致電告訴我』。那是說，不等到我的電話，也記不起約了我嗎？
既然朋友沒出現，我亦只好回去。坐車的時候我一直在看新買的小說，到站了，也不想回家。於是買了一杯冷咖啡，想要走去海旁的大石堆看書。
途中經過以前住的那一座，是小學時候的家。看到爸爸以前的車位，記起我小時喜歡回家時在車上裝睡，這樣爸爸就會揹我回家，不用自己走。看到以前住的單位，露台上掛滿了衣服，不知道現在的住客是怎樣的人呢? 在那地方，我爸媽曾經一起替我慶祝生日，也曾經吵吵鬧鬧，讓我聽到最不想知道的。直到最後一個在睡房，一個在客廳，甚至一個不回家。那個地方，住著我開心和不開心的回憶。
坐在海旁看書，覺得自己有點像小說裡的喜喜。可以的話，我也希望請一個私家偵探來跟蹤自己。讓心愛的人做自己的守護天使。
既然朋友沒出現，我亦只好回去。坐車的時候我一直在看新買的小說，到站了，也不想回家。於是買了一杯冷咖啡，想要走去海旁的大石堆看書。
途中經過以前住的那一座，是小學時候的家。看到爸爸以前的車位，記起我小時喜歡回家時在車上裝睡，這樣爸爸就會揹我回家，不用自己走。看到以前住的單位，露台上掛滿了衣服，不知道現在的住客是怎樣的人呢? 在那地方，我爸媽曾經一起替我慶祝生日，也曾經吵吵鬧鬧，讓我聽到最不想知道的。直到最後一個在睡房，一個在客廳，甚至一個不回家。那個地方，住著我開心和不開心的回憶。
坐在海旁看書，覺得自己有點像小說裡的喜喜。可以的話，我也希望請一個私家偵探來跟蹤自己。讓心愛的人做自己的守護天使。
2008年10月21日 星期二
2008年10月20日 星期一
2008年8月1日 星期五
1000女對904男 性別比例失衡加劇
(明報)8月1日 星期五 05:10【明報專訊】統計處數字顯示，本港男人佔人口總數比例續跌，與女性的比例由06年的1000比912，跌至去年1000比904。按適婚年齡計算， 失衡情况仍以35至39歲年齡組別最嚴重，從未結婚的女性數目過去20年上升了53.3％。但去年經濟暢旺，男女勞動人口及每月中位數收入均有上升。
35至39歲 情况最嚴重
據統計處最新數字，07年本港男女人口分別為328.7萬及363.9萬。按適婚年齡計算，男少女多情况在35至39歲年齡組別最嚴重，每1000名女性只有733名同齡男性。
由1986年至去年期間，從未結婚的女性數目上升53.3％，男性亦上升了13.6％。去年，男性初婚年齡中位數是31.2歲，女性則是28.3 歲，男女都較26年前延遲約4年。同時，愈來愈多男性與內地女子結婚，在去年妻子是內地人的男性，有逾2.1萬人，較21年前增加39％，雖然女性與內地 男子結婚亦有上升趨勢，但數字仍相對較少，只有4000多人。另外，由於去年本港經濟暢旺，故男女勞動人口均有增加，而男女每月就業收入中位數亦分別增加 500及200元，至1.2萬元及9500元，領取綜援 的男女人口同告下跌。
A friend and I were just talking about this last Sunday, and how many guys in HK have more than one "girlfriend". Ladies, what are we gonna do?
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